“We’re innately creative because the world isn’t built for us”: Working in the creative industries with chronic illness
the founder and editor of sick magazine, a publication by chronically ill and disabled people, calls for change in the creative industry.
2020欧洲杯冠军预测, an illustrator based in london who lives with osteoarthritis, says that being able to work alone and self-manage her days is key. she works part-time dog-walking and nannying, and spends her days off working on freelance projects. “it gives me the stability to have the time to make my own work, and the job itself is one where there’s not a lot of pressure,” she says. “i can manage my days myself. if i find myself feeling a bit tired or whatnot, i can take some time out when i need to.”
hayley was working in a cafe when she began noticing pain in her left shoulder, which led to her being unable to sleep and battling fatigue. “it sent me spiralling into quite a bad depression, probably because i wasn’t being heard or seen,” she says. two years later, she was diagnosed, but had to stop working due to her illness and the mental impact of feeling ignored by doctors. “it took me to a place where i didn’t feel like i had any purpose. i wanted to make art, but i just didn’t find myself getting out of bed to do it because of the pain and fatigue.”
2020欧洲杯冠军预测with the validation of a diagnosis and a successful cortisone injection, hayley’s mental and physical health improved, but she still has to manage living with chronic pain. “it can be so detrimental to your mental health, when you are not believed and seen,” she says. “i seem to navigate and seek out places that will understand that. that’s how i’ve made it work for me so far,” she says, adding that she’s found compassionate employers.
hayley is planning to pursue art psychotherapy and currently volunteers at a clinic that she describes as the kind of environment she wants to work in. “they know about my conditions, and they understand it, and they see me,” she says. “i can say one thing and i don’t need to prove anything, they just believe me.”
while physical adaptations such as working from home are important, the mental strain of being misunderstood, disbelieved, and gaslit by doctors also becomes a hefty burden. it causes disabled people such as hayley to feel less welcome in spaces that demand physical labour and don’t show understanding that not every body works in the same way. i’ve found myself projecting past experiences of being disbelieved and dismissed because of my illness onto new or potential employers. in the past, this has caused me to not ask for necessary assistance out of fear that i will be treated with scepticism.
The unpredictability of chronic illness means it can vary by the day and the hour, but also throughout the course of several years. Ceramicist and illustrator Grace Wilson was diagnosed with arthritis when she was eight, but says she’s been lucky to have periods of decent health. “For the majority of my 20s, everything was pretty good,” she says. However, now Grace is experiencing a flare-up of symptoms that began in 2018. “I had that really good period and I didn’t have any trouble, so I spent this year getting used to something completely different,” she says. “It’s really not gone down so well.”
2020欧洲杯冠军预测grace’s fingers are badly swollen, restricting the full use of her hands, and she lives with chronic pain in her shoulders and knees. “i basically haven’t made anything or done any work in about a year,” she says. “it comes in waves, but this is quite a long time now that i haven’t done anything.”
2020欧洲杯冠军预测working a full-time office job to pay the bills, grace struggles to find the energy to make creative work and feels she has less inspiration since she doesn’t do as much as she used to, explaining that “there’s nothing to write or make work about because i just kind of get out of bed and go to work.”
for artists like grace, a creative career can be put on hold due to the sudden demands of illness. this is frustrating, not only because you are unable to pursue your passion, but you also have no idea when you may be able to again. for now, grace finds her office job attainable, consisting of relaxed, non-physical work at a university.
accessibility looks different for everyone. office-based work is not accessible for many disabled people like myself, but the freelance and volunteer work i do from home is not practical for others like grace, who says not having sick pay or guaranteed work is a barrier to being full-time freelance. “the thought of having to hustle for work and not know what’s coming next and if you’re going to get a job, or if you get sick, are you going to be able to fulfil it? that freaks me out,” she says.
2020欧洲杯冠军预测, an artist, designer and professor, successfully balances being an adjunct professor with freelance creative work. sara has ehlers-danlos syndrome and postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (pots), among other conditions, causing a range of symptoms including pain and fatigue. after quitting her job as an in-house designer because she was physically unable to get to work, she focused on freelance design due to its flexibility, and cites an understanding employer as a key component in her ability to work. “having a boss who was understanding and compassionate was so important,” she says. “i feel like 99 per cent of workplaces are not like that, which really comes down to understanding disabilities and realising that not everyone is perfect every single day.”
emily now divides her time between teaching graphic design and freelancing. “for a studio class, i go in and teach for three hours, and then i come home and i crash,” she says. “i do a tonne of resting, a tonne of laying in bed and doing work, which is just a lot less physically exerting.”
2020欧洲杯冠军预测work structure can be helpful for planning and managing illness, but emily says it’s also important to be able to work from home, at her own pace. “there’s no typical day,” she says. “some days i can’t get up in the morning and i have to lay in bed until noon. i do a lot of sculptural work, and sometimes i just drag it straight into my bed.”
2020欧洲杯冠军预测she argues that offering remote work is especially relevant to the creative industries because you often just need a computer to work. “being in a workplace is often not the most conducive place if you need to be illustrating or writing when you have a million people running around you,” she says.
With my own projects, I became determined to create an environment that I would want to work in. I decided to create a magazine in 2019, realising that the years of work experience I had envisioned were not going to happen. I created Sick, a thoughtful magazine by chronically ill and disabled people, earlier than I had anticipated and with less experience than I had hoped for. Now I work from bed, often late at night, with an electric blanket beneath me, adhering to no schedule but my own. I use hard and soft deadlines, let contributors know they can always have more time, and allow everyone involved to work at their own pace – none of this has been difficult to implement, and I have yet to encounter any problems.
key attributes that can help make work manageable for sick and disabled people include remote working, flexible hours, open communication and soft deadlines – but ultimately, physical access, empathy, and understanding are all crucial. whether you run your own business, work with freelancers, or organise exhibitions, there is always space to ask yourself how you can be more inclusive and accommodating to those around you. if there are no disabled people working alongside you, think about why that may be. is your workplace wheelchair accessible and designed with non-able-bodied people in mind? is there seating available at the event you are planning, and is this information included in your promo? are you a disability confident employer who includes flexible working options within your job descriptions? there are a variety of things to consider that can make a huge difference for disabled people, requiring no more than empathy and thoughtful consideration.
emily also stresses the importance of having representation in the creative industries, calling disabled people “the original diy-ers”. “we’re innately creative because the world is not built for us,” she says. “a lot of people say that the only reason we’re disabled is because people didn’t think about us when they built our society. we wouldn’t be disabled if we had accessible spaces, we would just be another person. i think having disabled individuals in creative teams is a huge asset, and is grossly underestimated.”
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About the Author
olivia spring is the founder and editor of sick, a magazine completely written and created by chronically ill and disabled people, covering topics beyond just illness and disability.